Monday, March 9, 2009

Classic Transformation


Latin and Greek are subjects rarely studied in schools now. So I was lucky to have the unique experience of studying the Classics, and it changed me as much as any other experience in my life.

When I left my secondary school at 13, I was quite wayward - in Dutch they would say I was "eigenwijs", which loosely translated tells that if the world was directing me to the right, I took the road to the left. My parents wondered whether I would respond to the greater discipline of the more serious and academically-focused grammar school which I had the chance to transfer to. Luckily, they came to conclusion that I would handle it somehow.

It was a good decision, largely because the school offered Latin and Greek, taught by the timeless Classics master Mr Watson-Wemyss. His second name is pronounced 'Weems' - in the past it was 'classy' to have such a double-barrelled name with part of it pronounced completely differently to the way to it was written. It seemed absolutely appropriate for the pipe-smoking pedagogue whose tweed-suited appearance was a modern day throwback to Sherlock Holmes.

Subjects like Physics, Chemistry, History and Geography totally passed me by, as I cheated through exams, caused trouble in class and did no homework due to the ever-perplexing questions I threw at myself such as "what on earth am I going to do with knowledge about Sheep-Farming in Holland?". I remember coming home one Friday and complaining to my parents that we had spent a whole 2-hour lesson in Physics heating up the same piece of metal in 4 different ways and measuring the results - what was the point? My Dad, an engineer by study, tried to explain the concept of understanding stresses on metal and the value of this knowledge but the whole thing left me cold.

In contrast, Latin and Greek did it for me. The concept of de-ciphering these ancient and barely studied codes was fascinating for some part of my curious and slightly bored head, and the subjects were undoubtedly enhanced by the enigmatic Watson-Wemyss. He would enter the class calmly, take his pipe and empty it by tapping the pipe-bowl against his heel into the rubbish bin, fill it lovingly with shag tobacco, light it, puff away for 10-15 seconds, blow a plume of smoke in the general direction of the aether, and after this 3 minute ritual would suggest "a little Thucidydes today?" as if we helpless pubescants had a choice. Marvellous.

Of course, passive smoking had not been invented in the early-80's. The concept of a teacher smoking in class now is unthinkable, but at the time I loved it. The pipe was part of his whole character which exuded classic style and higher purpose. I had the feeling that this was a teacher who knew something more than me and who could help me step forward as a person in a way that no other teacher made me feel before.

At the age of 14, I sat in Greek class with Neil MacDonald (now a Chess Grand Master), Nicholas White (now a Grammy nominated composer and Organist, living in New York) and Stephen Sorrell (what on earth became of him?). German and French lessons were populated with 30 kids per class, but we had this unique little group of oddballs who were steered towards Oxford University by our eccentric and Oxford-educated teacher. Sitting in the tiny brick room on the top floor, calmed by the pervasive pipe-nicotine, grappling with authors like Euripides and Cicero, Homer and Juvenal, was a life-forming experience.

At a certain moment, I turned from being an annoying and too-loud presence in the Physics and Geography class to becoming a serious-minded young man with ambitions. The biggest influence on that was the concentration and focus of studying Latin and Greek. Being in the presence of this unique teacher and believing we were walking in the footsteps of serious scholars gave me a feeling of gravity and confidence that was missing until then. My "eigenwijs" nature was of course due to a lack of confidence and belief in myself. It was changed by doing something unusual and having what felt like an 'elevated' purpose.

Watson-Wemyss had an amazing track record of getting kids into Oxford University. Getting a place Oxford gave access to the highest level of Classics study possible, and his connections in the past clearly put some of the kids in good stead to get in. But his powers were waning by the time we applied. None of us got offered places in the winter of '84, and this was followed by disastrous 'A' Level results in summer '85. Neil somehow contrived to fail Latin, and Nick, Stephen and I got B's and C's when all of us were predicted to get A's.

I find it difficult to blame Watson-Wemyss - he made such a positive impact on my life and I will never forget it - but probably something went wrong in the way he prepared us for the exams. No matter, we all found our way and have had great lives since then (at least I hope so in Stephen's case. He certainly had the intelligence to do something great.) I guess the moral of that particular phase of life is clear - the result on paper is not so important as the result in character.

After failing to get into Oxford, I was influenced by another important person in my life, the father of a good friend who had taught Latin and Greek at University. He convinced me that the pursuit of the Classics was pointless in modern day life and that I should consider any of 4 different languages for the future - Chinese, Arabic, Japanese or Russian. The choice I made and why I made it is for another posting.

But for now, I keep the memory of making the transformation from wayward to purposeful, thanks to the influence of a study and a teacher, both of which changed my life.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

The First 1%


As the drama continues to unfold for all my friends and colleagues, my mind turns away from the last 1% of my Canon life to the first 1% of the rest of my life. As I expect to live for 100 years more, that means the time between May 2009 and May 2010...

So what are the plans? It comes down to writing, running and travelling.
Some time ago, I wrote that if I knew it was all about to end now, the only thing I would regret is not taking six months off. Now it becomes a reality - it really is possible to take that time off, something I could only dream of when I wrote that. Dreams coming true brings responsibility, and I realise there are a few other things I really want to do, and must take the opportunity to make real.

Firstly, there is writing, something that has been on my mind for many years. I remember a conversation at University with my friend Jo Abson, who was taking a course in Creative Writing. She felt at the age of 20 and with limited experience, she had little to say. I remember thinking the same thing - I was interested in writing but felt I had done nothing worth writing about, had seen so little that I couldn't pass on any truth or creativity.

Now, 20 years on, it feels different. This international life and all the people I met from so many countries have had a massive influence on me and the way I see things. My opinions changed and broadened especially since leaving England 11 years ago. It feels there is something to talk about, to write about. And I found a great subject to focus on - the city I love, Amsterdam.
So the first 1% will be spent writing a book about Amsterdam, probably a combination of fact, fiction and recent history of the city.

Together with this is running. I previously have written about one of my heroes, Haruki Murakami and his combination of long distance running and writing. He inspired the next dream of mine which is to get fit while writing. I mean, really fit - run a marathon, weigh 20 kilos less, exercise every day, get my mind and body sharp and ready as I take on the days ahead.

Then the title of my blog alludes to the final part of the dream. It is called "CanontoCanberra" for a good reason, and that is because I want to go to Australia. I have heard so many positive things about the country, and it is a place I would never visit for a holiday considering how far it is to go. So I plan to go to Australia, stay in Sydney, work in a bar or a restaurant for some basic income, and just enjoy the life there for a few months.

(There is another sneaking part of me that wants to take the Trans-Siberian express from Moscow to Peking, which may also happen. I will explain about that another time.)

When I started writing this blog, my intention was to document the end of my time with Canon, the travels to Australia and the steps inbetween. The journey so far has been so dramatic, and I haven't moved a step away from Amsterdam. It's been full of unwanted but needed surprises, new and old friends and experiences, unexpected emotions and turmoil, and a feeling of general chaos and storm mixed with a feeling purpose and moving on and a knowledge that it is all leading somewhere great.

But there is so far to go. The last 1% is not even over, The first 1% is going to be amazing. Life is so surprising for me, an English boy who landed on his feet in the unbelievable world of Canon, gave everything and got so much back, and who takes all the experiences of 16 years with him to go on and write, run and travel.

"I look around at a beautiful life
I've been the upper side of down, I've been the inside of out
But we breathe,
We breathe." (Sterephonics, "Maybe Tomorrow")